Kandy Magazine cover

Go buy your copy at www.kandymagazine.com now =)

Jarvis, my IRobot Roomba

I'm in love!!! I am having an affair with Romba! He cleans my floors! Seriously though everyone should have one.. It cleans everyday on a timer, knows when it's finished and docks itself back up to charge. These new obsidian hardwood floors are impossible to keep clean but Roomba had changed all that for me =)) have named him Jarvis

Kona Tanning Company

For any of y'all that are starting to lose that Summer glow, Katie at Kona Tanning Company is the answer! She will leave you bronzy and beautiful!  Visit http://www.konatanningcompany.com to make an appt today. 

The Big Picture

All outcomes are the sum of a culmination of past decisions and circumstances. There is not one person or choice to blame or thank for where you ended up in life. You are looking too closely, take a step back, open your eyes and really see this life; as a whole, beautiful photograph. When you allow yourself to get too close to the picture, the pixels begin to blur and distract you from what you should enjoy every second of. One little mistake or poor choice is just a pixel in an entire beautiful photograph. This life is short and we’re not guaranteed another. Remember to take a step back everyday and see things as a whole.. You’re whole wonderful life.

 #LoveLife

darkness and dreams

sometimes I get so deeply desperately depressed I know I'll never get out of it.. i always do. it's just so heavy a weight of black all over my body from crown to achilles. it eats me alive and I lose my appetite completely. no one understands yet everyone does. it doesn't even make sense to me how could it to you? i get a sick pleasure from how deep i drown in it, like a runners high.. i just want to be so much and i know i am supposed to but then I sabotage myself in one way or another. I have someone else inside me who hates everything and wants me to be just as angry. i fight her. i don't want to be this way i want to be happy and sing but I'm afraid you won't like the scratchy sound of my voice. I awoke this morning in tears from a silly dream but it hurt so badly. people truly hated me and wanted me out of their community i slept in a bush alone and people threw things at me and called me names. my subconscious must know something I don't =(

Bridal Flowers giveaway!!!

So I am getting married!!! I know I haven't really told anyone so if you are reading this and fell off your chair with shock, surprise!! haha so I have entered a flower giveaway (which we all know costs a pretty penny) here are the details of the contest..

http://bridalgownblog.blogspot.com/2010/11/orange-county-brides-its-very-special.html

wish me luck!!!

Chocolate covered strawberry cupcakes

Reunited and it feels so goood!! =P I missed baking cupcakes this was fun and simple! For my good friend Dee's Birthday